Was probably the hardest thing I’ve had to do in my entire life. I had to pretend that I was okay. I had to make sure that when I saw you I put on the biggest smile. Seeing you tonight made me remember just how much I love you and I made everyone think that I didn’t care you were there because I figured that you didn’t care either. Seeing you tonight made me want to break down and cry because I know that things will never be the same between us and I realized that you don’t me in your life.